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2003-01-22 @ 17:55
A new day... I've been on horse back riding therapy today. Oh god, I'm in so much treatment. Horse back riding therapy, physiotherapy, talk to a teacher at school once a week and I also have to talk with my psychiatrist once a week. And every 2nd week I have to take blood tests. I hate it! Why can't they just leave me alone? I don't want their help.
I also had an appointment with my doctor today. As I have mentioned earlier in my diary I do some art and expression therapy. I don't see how that can help me. The only thing I did today was to paint some colors on a piece of paper. Lol, I have no idea how this can be so good for me.
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Today I feel:
I wanna have control
I wanna perfect body
I wanna perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
So fucking special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
~Creep - Radiohead~
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